Hey there reader (if there someone is, i hope) It’s been a loooong looooooooonng time im not posting anything in this blog. So many things happen lately but i really don’t have the mood to write. So sorry guys. Hmm i better tell you as if we’re eating in 5 stars hotel hehee. Where should i start as the beginning heh?
First, the appetizer. i’ve been chosen as a participant for K2N UI 2010 to Sota, Merauke. You know Papua don’t you? Yes, it is located at the very east of Indonesia. Fyi, K2N UI 2010 has 117 participants which will be distributed to 10 different locations at the boarder line of Indonesia. We’ve been prepared for a month, dealing with proposals from 8 routine programs and the program for every each group. Just for Merauke, there were me with another 13 as a team and 2 mentor. We went there from July the 1st until 31st. You may be wondering what the hell are we gonna do in there? Yes, we were doing some kind of social work for people in there, making all the programs succeded and running smoothly. Maybe i’ll tell you guys later on the next post. It was unforgettable journey that i’ve ever get and i won’t regret at all.
Second, the main course. Me and peter have already seperated from 21st August. Pretty shocked anyone? We’ve been together from May 1st, 2007 until a month ago. It was a cruel saaaad story and complicated too. Maybe i can’t tell you the whole story in this blog. The point is, i deserve a good, trustworthy, and a faithful man. Every woman deserves that, rite? But for now, i didn’t get those kind of personalities in him. I can’t describe my feelings rite now, this love made me tear apart. Everything has changed so sudden, including his heart. Fuck it, i wanna forget but still cannot. Well now, still I’m not okay but let the time tunes and God heals me. Amen.
Third, the dessert. Now im in Padang with families (from mom’s) doing mudik! The whole Muslim’s family altogether in. Yeay, this is the sweetest escape that I can get til now. We travel almost every places in West Sumatera. Me and my mom will come back to reality on September 26th later. As for the others, they already came home earlier than us. For two weeks im gone, i think Jakarta will be a mess with or witout me hehee :p
I’ll give the details later ok. Now i got to do some grand design for my own to be implemented. Besides, i have to change my habit and do some adaptation to deal with this circumstances. Hell no, i dont wanna lose my self just for a jerk. Please God make this work *cross our finger*
Love from
Indah
p.s: I really need to take english course again, i’m awful with it :(
looking for the new 'rite guy' for me
